Lost with no direction
Posted By: Ashley Lykins 07-22-11
i started dating my boyfriend September 25th 2010. we were so good together.... i knew he was going to be leaving for the marines in august 2011 but that didnt stop me from being with him.
unfortunately he ended it in march because he told me he didnt want to make me go through with it.. i was devastated completely and i just didnt understand. we stayed apart 3 whole months... rarely talking and trying to work things out. arguing and being foolish. all i wanted was to get back to how things were before.
now, hes leaving in 8 days and idk what to think anymore. weve gotten back together (kinda) i love him very much and i am very much willing to stay with him through everything but im just scared. scared of everything... things between us arent the same anymore and i honestly think its because hes leaving. i dont believe its because were not supposed to be together but i feel like thats what he thinks.
i feel like i have no one else to turn to and i found this website and i am hoping to get advice from girlfriends going through having a boyfriend in the marines right now. im afriad that we just arent going to make it.. im afraid hes going to change. :(
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